LOOK What I've Done!

As usual Aim has inspired me to fix up my blog! It's 4 in the morning but who's sleepin anyhow! Got up for my second pee in the night! See the new Things I know panel! Anyhow, new template, new pictures added at the bottom of the page and at the side. Don't get jealous I will be changing these out periodically! Please vote on my recent Poll which is really on my mind alot! Not that I will take your advice but it helps to know if my favorite is your favorite!

Ok, that's it and don't forget I love you all!

Smiles and Love
JEN (crazy a.m. blogger)

Paige - A Real Angel without wings!

I was just scanning my computer and looking at some pictures I took a little bit ago and came across these gorgeous pictures of my little Angel - Paige! She is in ballet and was an Angel in the Nutcracker Ballet just before Christmas. I just look at these pictures and can't believe how beautiful she is - I mean come on now ! She is wearing makeup because it was required but she is even more beautiful without makeup! Paige is a fabulous dancer. She was just made to be a ballerina.

I have always known that Paige was a very special little girl. She just came to earth with a very strong desire to Follow her Heavenly Father. From a very young age she has always been very aware of where she came from and where she was going back to. She is the one who asked Jared and I to teach her to say her own prayers, she is the one who really kicked us in the rear about reading our scriptures together as a family. She never lets us forget what are goals are. No one is more sorry than Paige when she makes a wrong choice (doesn't happen often) she is one of those children who really doesn't need you to give her a punishment because she is always very disappointed in herself if she thinks shes done wrong.

When she was five she said to me one day while driving in the car, " Mom, I just miss my Heavenly Father and I wish I could go back to him soon." I of course cried and said, " Paige, you can't leave your Mommy because we need you in our family."

Just two Sundays ago it was fast and testimony meeting and just before the sacrament Paige took Anna out to go to the bathroom. They took just enough time to have the chapel doors closed on them because the sacrament was being passed. When they finally opened the doors afterwards, in came my two little girls Anna with a very sad look on her face and Paige with Red eyes and crying. When Paige sat down by me I hugged her and said , Paigey, were you afraid you wouldn't be able to come back in." She said, " Mom I missed it." I said you missed what? "I missed the sacrament Mom. " She was so upset and truly knew that the sacrament was very important and she didn't want to miss a chance to take it. She even later said , "Do you think when we get home Daddy can pass the sacrament to me. " I couldn't help but cry when I realized that my daughter already had a testimony of the sacrament and realized that I don't want to miss taking the sacrament either.

Anyhow, I just adore my Paige girl and our family wouldn't be complete without her. I wish she didn't have to grow up so fast but I sure have enjoyed every minute of it so far!

You know when you have these beautiful children that know so much more than you do -so much more about what really matters, it is then that you realize that your only the Mom because you got here first.

We LOVE YOU PAIGE!

MOMMY!!!

I'm NOT DEAD!

While I am not dead - I do at times feel dead tired! Ok, we went on a 9 day babysitting adventure! YIKES! That was more than enough time for me to have an extra 3 kids! Anyhow, Spring Break was fun and we did some fun things. We went to Pojos - I won something out of the claw machine for each of the 6 kids - yes I really did and I realize that is amazing! But you know me! LOL! We went to the Zoo and it was sooo cold but the animals were much more active and the tigers were even fighting! That was cool! WE also went to the movies to see "Horton Hears a Who" - Jared refers to this as "Horton hears a toot" ! Where did I get him anyways!

Ok, I bigger news we are going to have a Baby Boy! Yahoo! Aren't we the perfectly rounded family! We are very excited and we of course have no boy names ! Ok, we have one that we like - Jackson or Jack or name him Jackson and call him Jack!

Ok this is where I want everyones opinions on names and suggestions! Insert here! Thanks and Love you all! Got to go get my kiddos ready for school!

There you go blog natzi (sp?) - I did a post so get off my back! I think you all know who I'm talking to - don't you! Love you crazy sister!